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Baby Steps

22 Sep

Today marks one week since Jody was given the gift of life; a new pair of healthy lungs, for which we’ve all been praying.  Truthfully it’s hard to believe one week has come and gone.  It has been an intense week with many highs, most notably Jody’s first breath with his new lungs, but the week had it’s fair share of low points as well.  Lately it felt like we were having more low points than high points, as if Jody’s progress had come to a halt. We continued to rejoice in these new lungs and believed things would get better.  Jody has said a few times over this past week, “I didn’t know it was going to be like this.”  “They don’t tell you all of this beforehand.”  That being said, he has no regret in his decision to have the transplant done because he realizes that what he is experiencing right now is temporary, and will get better.  He knows that down the road, when he’s enjoying life again, watching his girls grow up, and free of his sick and diseased lungs, it will be the reward for his current suffering.

In my last post I talked mostly of the swallowing study and Jody’s need for a feeding tube.  Surgery for this is scheduled for today at 3:30 pm.  Since we are in a hospital its doubtful that this will be the actual time of surgery, but keep him in your prayers around that time.

Since that last post it seems Jody’s biggest issues have been finding the balance between pain management and low blood pressure.  The doctors believe his thoracic epidural is likely the culprit for his low blood pressure.  He was weaned off of the continuous IV medication which was helping this since he was doing so well and his pressures were stable (that was when he was still able to get up and walk).  In the three days since that time Jody hasn’t really been able to get out of bed or walked because every time he tries, his blood pressure drops and he nearly passes out.

The epidural Jody had been using up to that point was not a narcotic.  It was strictly a numbing agent.  He was getting a continuous rate of this medication to keep his chest area numb, and he had a trigger button which could be pushed for additional pain relief.  He was also getting IV Tylenol and on occasion IV Dilaudid to help when his pain level jumped (usually because of coughing or movement).  The night before last, the doctor covering the floor decided to restart the Dopamine (the medication to increase his pressure) and trial turning off Jody’s epidural to see if it would help with his blood pressure which was in the 60’s again.  While I believed he needed this medication to help with is BP, I was completely and totally against the decision to turn off the epidural.  I don’t think Jody quite understood the implications of this decision.  Slowly, but surely, as the numbing agent wore off, the pain increased… and increased… and increased!  It got to the point where Jody was quietly moaning, writhing, entire body tense, tears flowing.  Again, it was awful to watch!  Again, all I could do was hold his hand, and acknowledge how beyond horrible he must have felt, even tortured.  Thankfully the nurse he had was great and could see his obvious distress.  After multiple phone calls, and probably a good 20 minutes of this (which I’m sure felt like a lifetime to Jody) that same doctor finally returned the nurses page and ordered stronger IV pain medication.  Honestly I wanted to wring his neck for the unnecessary pain he had just caused my husband.  After an hour without use of his epidural, it was turned back on.  Prior to this episode Jody hadn’t been pushing his button for extra numbing medication too often.  They doctors kept reminding him that it was programmed so he couldn’t get too much and that he could and should push the button more often. Once the epidural was turned back on we had a lot of catching up to do in the area of pain management.  During that time they said Jody pushed his button something like 132 times, desperate for relief (not to worry, he wasn’t dosed with the medication that many times because the machine knew better).  It took awhile for Jody to get comfortable again, but by about 1:30 am he finally fell asleep and I did the same.

In the morning (yesterday) I woke up to the sound of Jody talking to his nurse.  Instantly I could tell his speech was off, that he was slurring his words.  I recognized it, and figured it was medication induced but he seemed fairly comfortable.  Late morning it was decided by a team of physicians, that they would once again turn off Jody’s epidural (again with the intent of improving his blood pressure), only this time they would give him a Dilaudid PCA instead.  This is a continuous dose of narcotic into his IV and another button to push for extra doses of pain relief when he needed them.  In addition, they also gave him some volume expanders to help with his blood pressure.  As the day progressed it seemed like Jody was getting worse.  His skin was cool and clammy and he was incredibly diaphoretic (sweating buckets).  We were changing his pillow cases constantly.  Just to touch his arm my glove was coated in sweat.  He was pale and felt and looked awful.  Whenever Jody had been given this drug before (at a much lower dose) he always asked the nurses to push it really slowly because if given too fast he felt chest tightness and shortness of breath.  The problem with the PCA was that when he pushed the button it dosed rapidly and Jody felt the effects of that.  He preferred not to push his button because of that, however the pain was too unbearable not to push it.  Finally, late afternoon I had watched him suffer enough and asked his nurse to have the doctor come and evaluate him.  I knew something was not right and I suspected it was the Dilaudid PCA which was causing all of this.  Dr. Shah, the surgeon came to see Jody and while it seemed he didn’t necessarily agree with me, decided to switch him back to the Bupivacaine epidural (numbing medication), and take the narcotic PCA away.  Dr. Shah is a very smart man, and he runs a tight ship and an excellent lung transplant program, but I knew something had to change and that Jody could not stay in his current condition.  Honestly I’m thankful that I spoke up, because once Jody got back on the epidural he was able to take a nap, and when he woke up, he looked so much better.  His speech was clear, he was processing his thoughts and carrying on a normal conversation.  The sweating had mostly subsided, and he looked comfortable.  By 5:00 pm he even stood in place for a minute or two without feeling dizzy.  It was the best he looked in the last three days.  Additionally, his blood pressure was fine.

Since that time I learned that there was apparently a disagreement that morning among the doctors about stopping the epidural in the first place.  When the anesthesiologist came to see us in the evening he said he was waiting all day for the phone call to restart the epidural (He knew Jody would need it).  In young people like Jody whose nerves are fully functioning he said a PCA just isn’t effective for pain with a clam shell incision.  That was quite evident (not to mention all the negative effects of the drug mentioned above).

Jody had a decent night of sleep and looked good when he woke up today.  It strikes me as ironic to think that when he came from the ICU into the Cardiovascular Progressive Care Unit (CVPCU) he was on the Dopamine for his blood pressure and had the epidural and was doing well and making great progress.  He was weaned very fast from the Dopamine and they changed his pain management as I described and things went down hill fast.  He has come full circle and is now back on both the Dopamine and the epidural, just like when he arrived on the unit, and he is finally looking well.  He’s taking baby steps now in his recovery but even though they are small they are moving him forward, and we thank The Lord for that.  I know that they don’t want to keep him on the Dopamine for too long and it’s a scary thought to think of having to go through what we just went through so we ask that you would join us in praying that Jody would be able to hold his blood pressure when they do wean him, especially while on the epidural which he needs for pain relief.

A final positive report, Jody just got out of bed and walked about 250 feet!  Considering he could barely pivot from bed to chair over the last three days this was wonderful to see. I’m hoping this slow progress continues.

Lots of people have been asking about visits.  Because Jody is on large doses of drugs to suppress his immune system, we are limiting the number of visitors in to see him.  This past week he hasn’t really been up for visits period just because of how lousy he has been feeling.  His days are pretty busy and we also want to make sure he is getting the rest he needs.  If this changes, we will let you know.  Feel free to send him emails, texts, and phone calls and he will respond as he is able.  He is encouraged by all your kind words, cheering him on, and helping him through this journey to new life.

Goodbye ICU

17 Sep

Today is post-op day two and Jody is progressing wonderfully.  I am amazed at how much has changed in such a short period of time.  I ended my last post telling you that Jody was going to have a swallowing study done before he would be granted permission to eat or drink.  In the words of the surgeon, he “Failed miserably!”  This comes as no surprise.  During the transplant itself the vagus nerve is cut and this can impact ones ability to swallow.  I’ve read that it’s quite common for people to fail their first swallowing study.  Dr. Shah wants to repeat the test on Friday but until then, no food or drink.  Jody is dreaming of an Italian sub and many of his favorite foods.  On the plus side, they are allowing him ice chips and I don’t think they have ever tasted so good.

Immediately after Jody was extubated and able to talk (more like utter a few words here and there, since he wasn’t up for much talking), we noticed his voice was very hoarse and quiet.   This could be the result of damage from the breathing tube or from the vagus nerve being cut as previously mentioned.  The doctors have been keeping a close eye on this and said they can do injections to help his voice if it doesn’t improve.  But guess what… it did!  It’s still not perfect, but it’s much better.

Yesterday morning Jody had four of his six chest tubes removed.  In case you’re wondering, chest tubes are tubes that are inserted through the skin and into the lining of the lungs to allow drainage of fluid and air.  It was great to see him lose those four tubes, but the two remaining are causing tremendous pain.  I’m going to estimate that the tubes removed were a 1/2″ in diameter and each one was inserted about 8″ inside his body.  You can imagine how having 48″ of plastic tubing inside you, moving and rubbing might be painful.  Pain management is working with Jody to ensure he is as comfortable as possible.  Even though only two tubes remain, he is moving and walking now so when the tubes inside him move, it causes intense pain and his entire body begins to shake.  It also hurts to take deep breaths which is important for him to do.  Jody looks forward to them being removed once the amount of drainage coming from them decreases.

Look at him go! (Progressive Care Unit)

Did you read that he is moving and walking?!  That’s another great improvement.  Yesterday Jody took his first walk.  It was quite the scene with about three staff members: One supporting him, one pushing his machines & pumps and another following him with a rolling chair in case he needed to sit down.  Jody walked 250 feet, taking two breaks in between.  Today he’s been up and down even more and walked about 450 feet, taking only one break.  The physical therapist says he’s making great progress.  I truly believe if it weren’t for the chest tubes he’d be going even further.  Rehab and physical therapy are going to become a big part of Jody’s recovery.  Each day he will be expected to walk more and to exercise because the harder he works the better it will be for him in the long run.  His recovery will be faster and his lungs will be stronger.  Today as Jody walked he was surrounded by a lot of the equipment he is still hooked up to but one thing was missing… the O2 tank he’s been carrying on his back for the last year.  I feel like all I can say, over and over, is “It’s amazing!”

Get well wishes from the girls (taken in the ICU).

Jody’s blood pressure, which had been really low, hanging in the 60’s is improved as well.  He is still getting IV medications to help with this, but it is staying in the low-normal range.  Yesterday he also had the Swan Ganz catheter removed (this is a catheter that is inserted through his neck and into a pulmonary artery to measure pressures in his heart).  Anyone with this type of catheter is required to be in the ICU so with it gone and with all of the progress he was making he was ready to be transferred out of the cardiovascular surgical intensive care unit.  I couldn’t wait to get him out of there. There are a lot of rules and regulations in the ICU, and I had to leave from 6-8 am & pm (four hours a day) for change of shift.  The nurses were great (for the most part), but I often feel they see little need for family involvement (including a spouse).  It’s frustrating being asked over and over to leave for minor things, especially when I felt Jody would benefit from me being there.  I think me being a nurse (which they didn’t know), and having a need to know what was happening medically with Jody, made this even harder.  So many times I had to bite my tongue and walk away graciously.  Because I couldn’t say it to them, I’ll say it to you; I know without a shadow of a doubt, their perspective would change if it was their loved one lying in that bed.  That issue aside, Jody really did receive wonderful care in the ICU and I’m so grateful.

Room with a view (Progressive Care Unit)

Jody is now in the progressive care unit where he will stay until discharge.  I’m loving it here already.  I don’t have to leave for four hours a day, there is a toilet and shower in the same room (I was going to the NICU to shower, and had to walk a long distance to use a bathroom).  The nurses seem relaxed and the overall environment is less strict.  I can even walk into his room at anytime without the secretary stopping me to “check with the nurse if it is okay.”  An added bonus… he’s got a room with a fantastic view of the Harbor.

As you can see Jody is making so much progress!  I think back to the 30 Day Prayer for Jody prayer challenge and I truly believe God heard our prayers and is honoring our requests.  I know that this doesn’t mean there won’t be bumps in the road, there will, but every smooth turn is reason for praise.  Earlier today when Jody was experiencing a significant amount of chest tube pain I told him I was sorry and that I know one day it will all be worth it.  He responded with, “It already is!”

One small area of concern (to us, not so much to the doctors) is Jody’s vision.  We are not exactly sure when it started, he noticed it yesterday, but he is having a hard time seeing.  He can’t even read a text message on his phone held right in front of his face.  Dr. Shah thought it was blood pressure related, which has improved but his vision has not.  Now he is thinking it is epidural related.  It could also be related to one of the new meds he’s on.  The plan for now is to wait until the epidural is removed and if it doesn’t improve after that they will consult ophthalmology.  Prayers appreciated.

There is one more random piece of information I would like to include even though it doesn’t really ‘fit’ in this post.  I find it interesting and would like to be able to remember it so I need to include it.  This relates to a post I wrote back in March of 2013.  Jody was having major hemoptysis (bleeding from his lungs) and had an extensive pulmonary embolization.  If you ‘followed’ me back then you might remember that in order to stop the bleeding they injected micro beads into his bronchial arteries which acted as clotting agents.  I clearly remember being told that they had to use more clotting agents on Jody than they had ever (in the history of Hopkins) used on a patient.  You can read more about that by clicking here.  Anyway, fast forward to the present.  Dr. Shah told us that when he made the cuts to remove Jody’s old lungs the clotting agents came spilling out.  He made it sound as if they were flowing everywhere and all over the place (probably not literally, but how he made it sound).  When I told him about how much of the beads they had to use to stop the bleeding, he said he was not at all surprised to hear that based on what he saw.  For some reason I found this tidbit oddly fascinating to know.

Today is September 17th, 2014.  On September 17th, 2013, one year ago to the day, we were told the hard truth… that Jody needed a lung transplant.  We weren’t prepared for those words, and it took some time accepting that fact.  Today we sit here, new lungs installed, and we rejoice in the miracle of it.  This past year has been rough, but the doctors were right, Jody needed lungs.  And now he’s got them!

 

*** It’s probably not customary to send flowers to a man in the hospital, but just to be on the safe side, if you were thinking of doing so, don’t!  Jody is not allowed to be around them at this time.***

Jody Got Lungs!

15 Sep

It is with a heart full of awe and gratitude that I announce:

Jody got lungs

Third time was the charm!  Jody is out of the OR and now in the cardiovascular surgical intensive care unit (CVSICU), where he arrived at roughly 0345 this morning.  Surgery was a success, but he is far from ‘out of the woods.’  He is currently sedated and a ventilator is doing all the work of breathing for him while his new lungs rest.  There is hardly a square inch on his body that is not hooked up to a line, tube, or machine.  They are, at this very moment, placing a thoracic epidural which will help to keep his pain under control and in turn improve his breathing (once he is doing it on his own).  I am assured by the nursing team that Jody is right on target with where he needs to be in his recovery process.  There is a long road ahead, especially for Jody.  We covet your prayers.

I realize that I have not given you much detail; it has been a sleepless night and a busy morning.  I don’t feel that I have the time (or energy) yet to write a proper post, but wanted to get something brief out to you.  I do have one favor to ask.  I would LOVE if you would leave comments here on the blog (instead of, or in addition to, Facebook).  Blog comments can be printed out and cherished forever as we remember this journey in the years to come.  I think it would be awesome for you to use this time to write something specifically to Jody so that when he wakes up he will be overwhelmed by the care and kindness of the people around him, both known and unknown.  Imagine waking up to lots of lovin’!  At his point, you know more than he does about what’s happening.  Encourage him and show him your support.  When I look at him now I am saddened that he has to go through all of this, but overwhelmed by the strength and fight he has in him.  Let him know how he inspires you!  Ready. Set. Go…

 

Thank you, Transplant, for waiting two more days

25 Aug

Five months ago, to the day, Jody was officially listed for his new lungs.  When that happened, there were two things I feared transplant would interfere with: Our oldest daughter’s birthday, and her first day of Kindergarten.  Obviously there were other things I preferred not to miss, but those were the biggest.  I naively assumed he would have been transplanted by now, so as the time drew closer I felt nervous that my fear might actually become reality.  Today I’m happy to report that it didn’t!  Thank you, transplant, for waiting at least two more days.

Tabitha's 6th Birthday

Tabitha’s 6th Birthday

Since I normally blog about sickness, and heavy-to-read topics (and there will be a little of that in this post too), I thought I’d change it up a bit and add some fun and lightness into this post.  Since February, when we took our girls to see Disney’s Frozen movie, Tabitha, our oldest, has been obsessed with the movie.  She’s been talking about her “Frozen” birthday party for months.  Because there are so many unknowns in our lives right now, and despite the fact that she has had a birthday party each year, we decided to forgo the party this year.  Tabitha had a hard time accepting and understanding this so we promised her a Frozen Fun Day at home instead, just the four of us.  The hardest thing for me about not having a party was not making her a nice cake, something I have always done and enjoyed.  As Tabby’s birthday grew closer, I

Tabitha's "Frozen" Cake

Tabitha’s “Frozen” Cake

said, “the heck with it,” and decided to go for the cake I had been planning to make, knowing it would never get eaten by our family of four, but not really caring.  Having no training in cake decoration, only learn-as-I-go experience, I’m happy with how the cake turned out.  More importantly, the birthday girl loved it!  We had a great day celebrating Tabitha’s six years of life, thankfully together as a family, and in the end I don’t think she was too bothered by the fact that she didn’t have party.

6th Birthday, Ice princess, Tabitha.

6th Birthday, Ice princess, Tabitha.

Frozen Fun Day completed (thanks again transplant for waiting), today marked another milestone, Tabitha’s first day of Kindergarten.  She was very nervous about this, especially getting on the bus, but thankfully, it went well.  I didn’t even shed a tear until after the bus pulled away.  Here are a few of my favorite shots from the morning.

1st Day of Kindergarten

1st Day of Kindergarten

I’m so relieved, and thankful, that we got to experience these important days with Tabitha.  I’m also grateful that Jody was out of the hospital and well enough to spend this time with us.  Last week, after four days on IV antibiotics, he seemed to be getting worse and we questioned if he might end up admitted.  He felt achy and extremely fatigued, more so than normal.  He spent most of the week in bed sleeping and joked that he felt like a newborn, basically just eating and sleeping.  We figured he might have picked up a virus and needed to do what his body was telling him to do to fight it off.  We’ve been told that for people with CF, especially end-stage CF, a simple virus can hit them hard and take a while (even six weeks) to go away.  Thankfully after three days of rest, he seems to be feeling better.  I never quite feel like he’s off-the-hook when it comes to bacteria and viruses, but I’m glad to see him up, moving around, and spending time with us again.  I would like to ask for prayers that this continues.  Our youngest daughter woke up this morning with a nose that’s running like a faucet, probably a viral infection that will just take time to go away.  Jody can’t afford to get this.  I can’t afford to get this (I need to be healthy and ready to be at his bedside when he gets his new lungs).  Please pray that Piper doesn’t share her sick germs and that her symptoms disappear as quickly as they came.

Thanks for reading.  I hope you enjoyed the pictures (click them to enlarge) and a slightly different, more fun and easy-to-read post.

 

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Rare Moments

18 Jul

It’s been a few weeks since I’ve given you an update on Jody and often no news is good news.  June was a rough month for him, spending a lot of time in and out of the hospital or home sick and on IV antibiotics.  Typically when Jody finishes up a three week course of these antibiotics (assuming he’s been on the right combination of them), his energy returns and he starts feeling a little better.  Usually his PFT’s (lung function studies), improve slightly as well.  This go-round was no different.  In July, the girls and I appreciated seeing him spend less time in bed sleeping, and more time awake and active (as active as one can be in end stage lung disease where every activity takes your breath away).

One day this month the four of us even spent a relaxing day at a friends in-ground pool.  Although Jody was tied to his O2 tank, he could leave it on the side and at least stand in the pool, by the edge, and get wet.  The girls enjoyed having him there, even if he couldn’t swim with them, or throw them in the water like old times.  That day Jody took his afternoon nap on a lounge chair under an umbrella, while the girls and I enjoyed a rare (as of late), fun summer afternoon.  While it seems everyone around us is enjoying summer to the fullest, free and unhindered by disease, we are learning to be thankful for these rare days, hours, and moments when we can forget about the past and future, so full of uncertainties, and focus on the present.  Moments like these are good for the soul.

As the saying goes, all good things must come to an end, and this is especially true when speaking of Cystic Fibrosis.  We’ve noticed a pattern for Jody where after about three weeks of IV antibiotics he starts feeling pretty good, but sadly it only lasts about three or four weeks.   Soon “good” turns into “okay,” and okay turns into “lousy,” and lousy turns into a hospitalization.  Yesterday Jody had a routine check-up in the CF clinic and we could classify him as being in the “okay” category.  He’s been feeling a little more short of breath, his lungs are a tad more junky than normal, and his PFT’s are a little down (not quite as bad as they were in June).  If left untreated, the chances are Jody will quickly move from “okay” to “lousy” and I already told you where that will land him.  Hoping to prevent this, the doctor ordered oral antibiotics (in addition to the ones he takes daily to hold the chronic bacteria in his lungs at bay).  She also wants him to increase his oxygen to 6L with activity (showering, taking care of our girls, climbing steps, etc.).  The fact that he is now requiring 6L of O2 should bump up his score on the transplant waiting list.  More oxygen requirements also means bigger, less convenient tanks for going out.

We had been hoping to go out for dinner to The Cheesecake Factory at Baltimore’s Inner Harbor following Jody’s appointment, if he felt up to it.  The last time we did this was a little over a year ago to celebrate a good appointment.  We knew this wouldn’t be a celebration, but rather, one of those rare times when we live in the present, forgetting everything else going on in our lives, and enjoying the simple moments in life.  And so we did, big oxygen tank and all!  We even took a very short walk after dinner.  I have been working on contentment, in suffering and in waiting, and as we stood there, overlooking the harbor, hand in hand, oxygen along side, I felt content.  I felt thankful, for the health Jody does have, and for the oxygen tank which allowed us that moment.  A positive attitude and contentment in this situation doesn’t come easy; those “lousy” days get the best of me sometimes, but I think it’s those few “good”, I mean really good, days/moments that get us through the bad.  It’s also the hope that eventually, after transplant, the lousy days will be few and far between as they are replaced with days filled with pure goodness.  Until that time comes, we’ll continue to relish the rare moments in our present life that make it enjoyable and endurable.  I hope you will too.

 

 

 

Home After Short Stay

19 Jun

The last few days of medication changes for Jody went off without a hitch so he was able to be discharged yesterday (woo hoo!).  One thing we found out since my last post is that when he was in the hospital last week he apparently tested positive for the Rhinovirus (the virus which causes the common cold).  This could also explain the excessive fatigue he was experiencing.  Most likely it was a combination of both this virus and the antibiotics which were not effectively fighting the bacterial infection in his lungs.  In Jody’s case the Rhinovirus could take up to six weeks to go away, but the bacterial infection should start to improve.  In fact, Jody’s PFT’s  (lung function studies) yesterday showed an increase of five percent from a week ago (22% then, 27% now).  Hopefully things will continue to move in the right direction.  He does already seem to have a little more energy than last week so I’m thankful for that.

Thank you for the anniversary well wishes.  We were able to make the most of it despite our surroundings.  It was nice to simply spend the day together (without the kiddos).  Jody could have been transplanted and kept sedated on a ventilator in which case the day would have come and gone without any form of celebration whatsoever.   We’ve decided that since this anniversary was especially low-key, we’ll just have to celebrate our 10th in a BIG way!

Celebrating 9 years of marriage, hospital style.

 

 

Hotel Hopkins Celebration

17 Jun

Well, my gut feeling was right.  Last night Jody was re-admitted to the hospital which means we’ll be celebrating our 9th wedding anniversary (today) here at Hotel Hopkins.  Jody joked that it’s too bad he can’t get a pass to take his IV pole and go to The Cheesecake Factory for a date.  In due time I guess.  We’re just thankful to be together.

The reason for this admission is because Jody simply isn’t improving on his current antibiotics.  His sputum culture from last week is showing that one of the bacteria in his lungs is resistant to Meropenem, one of the three antibiotics he is taking.  This would explain why his condition isn’t improving.  Let me explain this process a little more for those of you non-medical readers.

Every time Jody is admitted to the hospital (and usually even for routine clinic visits), the doctors request that he give them a sputum sample from his lungs.  This sample is then sent to a lab where (in Jody’s case) it grows bacteria.  Once the bacteria is identified, further testing is done to determine which antibiotics will be effective in treating the bacterial infection.  This process (growing bacteria) is slow and the final results can take a week or more to come back. Until those culture results are finalized, choosing the right antibiotics can be a bit of a guessing game.  When Jody was discharged last week the final results of his culture were not back yet so he was started on a combination of antibiotics that have worked for him in the past (since the bacteria in his lungs is usually the same each time).  In my last post I mentioned that Jody didn’t seem to be getting better and that I questioned if he was on the right antibiotics.  It turns out he wasn’t.  Because of Jody’s allergies his team of physicians have decided against allowing him to start IV antibiotics at home.  Instead, he was asked to come into the hospital so his medications could be changed and doses adjusted under supervision.  The plan is to continue the oral Zyvox, switch the IV Meropenem to Zosyn, and increase the dose of IV Colistimethate (I’m including these names more for our records than because I think you care about the specifics of his antibiotics).  As long as these medication changes are well tolerated, he should only be in for a few days.

Now, a message for Jody:

Jody, since this is our anniversary and all, I’d like to say that you are awesome!  I have watched, countless times, as you’ve gotten stuck with needles, big and small, had nearly every square inch of your body poked and prodded, been tested, xrayed, endured great pain, felt lousy, struggled to breathe (and continue to do so), given up things & hobbies that you enjoy, sat on the sidelines, pushed yourself and fought… and continue to fight, all because of Cystic Fibrosis.  And what I find most inspiring is that you do it all without complaint.  I know it can’t be easy to walk in your shoes, but you keep going, putting one foot in front of the other, and you keep your head held high.  You impact people wherever you go.  You’re climbing this mountain with great determination and perseverance, and I know your efforts will be rewarded.  I’m so blessed to walk this journey with you, thank you for choosing me.  I’m leaving you with a song* that speaks to where we are in life right now, and I hope it will encourage you in the fight to know that I will always be by your side.  Happy 9th anniversary, I love you!

P.S.  If you’re a reader who enjoys pictures, you can sneak a peek of a few more wedding photos by clicking here.

 

*Angel By Your Side – Francesca Battistelli

Gut Feelings

14 Jun

This post will be brief, but I want to update you on Jody.  He was discharged from the hospital on Wednesday (6/11), after a six-day stay.  Although he needs it, we still do not have a CPAP machine at home because we are waiting for approval from our insurance company (it frustrates me greatly that insurance companies dictate health care so much).  Hopefully this will be straightened out soon so Jody can get the treatment he needs.  One good thing to report is that we were able to switch out the O2 compressor we had at home (which only went up to 5L of oxygen) for one that is high flow (goes up to 10L).  It’s nice to know that we now have “extra” O2 should Jody need it.

In the last three days that Jody has been home, he’s been spending a lot of time sleeping and has been getting a lot of chest pains (this has been a chronic problem, which the doctors describe as irritation in the lining of his lungs).  Although this is an ongoing issue for him, the pain seems to increased right now.  I also think he looks sick, and my gut feeling is that he’ll be back in the hospital next week.  It could be that he’s not on the right combination of antibiotics to treat the infection in his lungs, so they might need to change them up a bit.  This was the problem we had last fall when he was hospitalized about four times until they finally found the right concoction of drugs to knock the “bugs” out of him.

Jody does not have much bounce-back left.  I feel like he’s walking a very fine line right now.  He really needs this transplant before he becomes too sick to get it.  So in addition to the 30 Days of Prayer for Jody prayer challenge, please pray that his current condition would improve so he can avoid a repeat hospitalization next week, or further deterioration prior to transplant.

Carbon Dioxide & CPAP

8 Jun

Hello.  I thought I’d give you another update on where things stand with Jody.  He’s still in the hospital and has been getting his antibiotics (Meropenem, Colistimethate, and Linezolid) without difficulty.  Hopefully this combination will be sufficient to knock the “bugs” out of him.  He had the blood gases done that I talked about in my last post, and they confirmed that he’s not getting rid of enough carbon dioxide (CO2), particularly when sleeping.  To explain this very simply, when we breathe, we inhale oxygen, and exhale CO2.  Because of Jody’s advanced lung disease his body has a hard time keeping his airways open well enough at night for the CO2 gas to be expelled properly.  Instead, it builds-up in him, and is primarily manifested in the form of headaches when he wakes up.

Jody’s new “CPAP” mask

Treatment for this problem is the use of CPAP (Continuous Positive Airway Pressure).  This is a mask Jody will wear to sleep which will deliver both oxygen, and a continuous pressure into his airways, forcing them to stay open so the CO2 can be expelled efficiently.  This will also help the oxygen to more effectively get to where it needs to go.  You may have heard of CPAP before because it is the same treatment used for those with sleep apnea.  Jody will wear the CPAP mask here for a few nights and then will have repeat blood gases to see if it was effective in getting rid of his CO2.  If not, they will make changes to the settings (the pressure) and try again.  This looks really uncomfortable to sleep in, and we’re told might take some time getting used to.  I told him he looks like an O2 superhero.  All kidding aside, pray that this adjustment goes smoothly and Jody will be able to sleep well and wake up headache free.

Upon discharge we are also going to need to change the portable oxygen set-up we have at home for Jody to use when he goes away.  Currently he uses a system that only gives him oxygen when he takes a breath in (not a continuous flow).  With this method he can get about five hours use from each tank with it set at 2L.  The problem is he’s just not getting enough oxygen.  He needs the continuous flow, and more like 4L (which is what he uses at home).  This means we are going to need to exchange our small portable O2 tanks in for the big ones, and at 4-5L of continuous flow it won’t give him a lot of time to be away from home.  It feels like he’s become home-bound.  Our lives have changed a lot this past year and it sounds like this is just one more thing to get used to.  I think this (combined with the new need for CPAP), makes him all the more ready for transplant.  It’s so hard to watch him go through all of this, but truly, he takes it all in stride.

There has been no talk of discharge yet, and honestly, we haven’t even asked about it.  We’ve learned to be patient, and that even if they did give us an estimated discharge date it would probably change when the time came.  I have been able to spend the last four days at Jody’s bedside and it has been great.  Today I will return home to uphold my commitments to work.  One great thing about Hopkins is that when I leave him here, I always know he’s in good hands.

CF Exacerbations

6 Jun

Bridge from parking garage to JHH

Good morning!  Many of you probably saw the Facebook post on our Jody Needs Lungs page last night that Jody was admitted to Hopkins yesterday evening.  This was, of course, related to his Cystic Fibrosis, but completely unrelated to transplant.  This is a typical CF exacerbation, like those you have read about many times here on my blog.  It’s hard to know what to say (to keep you interested) that hasn’t already been said, and yet, this is our life.  This is Cystic Fibrosis.  While you might read this and think, “Oh, it’s just another infection,” to us its a lot more than that.  It impacts our living, working, and for Jody, breathing.  Even though a hospitalization always puts a kink in life, I’m so thankful for this “little” exacerbation because I know it could be a lot worse.  It could be pneumonia, or something worse, and he could be very sick; too sick for transplant.  So I’m counting my blessings and enjoying the time I have to spend at his bedside, making memories.

Airway clearance by chest PT

This time Jody’s symptoms primarily included increased shortness of breath, requiring more oxygen use, complaints of frequent headaches, especially through the night or when napping, and feeling more tired.  Again they want to check blood gases (both venous & arterial) to see if his carbon dioxide (CO2) level is too high.  Today he was started on his usual triple IV antibiotics, and he continues with his standard hospital services, such as nebulizer treatments, rehab, and chest physical therapy (PT).  Above is a picture of Jody from his chest PT session this morning with therapist, Lauren, who is pounding on his back and sides.  This is a form of airway clearance which helps to loosen and break-up the mucus from his lungs.  At home Jody wears a mechanical “vest” to shake the mucus loose, helping to clear his airways.  Jody also had lung function tests done this morning and his lung function is now down to 22%, the lowest it’s ever been (which explains the increased shortness of breath).  We hope that after this course of antibiotics that number will improve ever so slightly.

If things progress as planned, we don’t anticipate this being a long hospitalization.  Jody will finish his three weeks of IV antibiotics at home after discharge, as he has done many times in the past.  He also continues to wait for the call for his new lungs, which we pray will come before these “little” exacerbations become more serious, hindering Jody’s ability to get a transplant.

Once again I want to thank all of you who are praying for us and continuing on in the “30 Days of Prayer for Jody” prayer challenge.  Someone recently asked me if we feel prayed for, and we do.  Thank you!  Please keep the prayers coming our way.

 

 

 

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